

I miss the little things, I miss everything about you).

Yet she acknowledges that even tho' she caused her own downfall, she still sometimes misses/is haunted by parts of her old self and her old way of life (.and I don't understand, how the touch of your hand, how I would be the one to fall. Now she wants to live up to the guidance of her Higher Self or spirit or whatever (".are you an angel?.I only hope that I won't disappoint you."). More like her "Higher Self" or even some sort of spirit guide, if you will, that she is choosing to surrender her Ego to, since living the old way was "a cold room where every step I took in faith betrayed me.".

Is it possible she is singing about and to her past and present selves? The past self being a person who was more egoistic-lost, empty, living life in a meaningless, self-destructive, possibly addictive way and the present self being more evolved physically/mentally/spiritually-more whole and healed.
